I’m restless and feeling the inner urge to hop onto a plane and live somewhere else for a few months. However more than that I have the urge to live my own life.
Yes you could definitely say it’s time to move out. Since last year I am feeling like that more and more. From some little thought’s the feeling evolved into a real and true inner wish. “Imagine having your own apartment.” my inner voice whispers. Don’t get me wrong I love my Mom and my sister as well as out cats. Our apartment is in the best neighborhood ever and I have more than enough space, plus I don’t feel like I get restricted in any way. Still, I want to move out. Since about a year I know that I want to move out. Why I haven’t moved out yet? Because it didn’t make any sense so far, my study fees are really not that little and I live right in the middle in between uni and my swimming training. Plus I’ll have my “intern semester” during the 5th semester for which I want to move in a different city anyways.
As you can see, it doesn’t make any sense to move out and still I am so restless lately. I love my room, the interior of it, however I only feel 100% comfortable at home, when I’m home alone. It’s really difficult to explain this feeling, but I just have the permanent feeling of the need to pack my bags and move out. I really have the best family ever, I am so lucky that my Mum supports me whatever I do, and despite all of that I still feel like I am restricted. As I said, don’t get me wrong I am more than thankful for my life and everything related to it, but I just don’t know how to explain it better.
Additional to that there’s the fact that except from one skiing trip I haven’t been on any trips lately. Sure I was in Berlin for Fashion week, but except from that there was nothing, I am feeling so much wanderlust lately. I cannot explain you how much I sometimes wish I’d have such a jet set life like Caro Daur, Xenia Overdose or Leonie Hanne, it must be extremely stressful, but however it must be still so inspiring. I don’t want to think about the amount of ideas and impressions you have to get through all these experiences. One more reason to finally plan my next trip, when I cannot move out yet I at least want to travel the world.
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